Seem that it didnt behave well to me
My bad day..very very bad, I tell you
From the beginning up to this point,it disappointed me
So many thing happened today untill I failed to figure out what were they
I couldnt help the tears that kept rolling down my cheek
I tried my very best to bear with it but I couldnt
The weakness,yes it was very irritating!
Oh Lord,I knew that all these happened because of my own fault
Not You.Not them.Or somebody else.
My fault because of diverting my focus away from You
So,please God.Forgive me for all my wrongdoings.
Only You,the One we seek for bad and smile.
To my dear girls,if you see me after this or tomorrow or someday else
Please please I beg you!Dont ask me about today
I really dont want to open up the stories
I really want to forget everything that happened today
Every single thing
Pretending that today was never exist.In my life!
"Dan janganlah kamu bersikap lemah dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman"
(Al Imran : 139)