Ya Allah!Limpahkanlah rahmat yang penuh dan kesejahteraan yang sempurna ke atas penghulu kami Nabi Muhammad SAW yang terungkai dengannya oleh simpulan dan terhapus dengannya oleh segala kesusahan dan diselesai dengannya dengan segala hajat dan dicapai dengannya segala kegemaran dan mudah-mudahan cantik kesudahan serta diharapkan turun hujan dengan berkat wajahnya yang mulia.Dan juga di atas keluarganya dan sahabat-sahabatnya pada setiap detik dan nafas dengan bilangan setiap yang maklum bagiMu.
July 6, 2013
I keep your promise until now but it seems that you break it with your own hands.
We had the promise 7 years ago. No. Actually it was yours. You wrote it in a piece of paper and you gave it to me. It was on the last day of schooling around November 2006. (Don't be surprised I jotted down the date in my memory). "Wait until we finish our degree and get to work".
I kept the promise until the day you sent me the invitation (my enjoyable Port Dickson trip turned out to be the 'Wordless Wednesday' *sigh*). And from that I know, the deal is broken! I finished my degree and currently, I'm waiting for my housemenship placement around August insyaAllah (well you have 1 year more right?) But it seems that you broke your own promise before the time comes. Well, don't worry. I don't put the blame on you. This is what we call, a fate.
Thank you Allah for giving me the strength to read the invitation fully and to accept it. Well you know what, it actually took less than 48 hours before I decided to open it (with shaking hands). A very2 short duration of grieving I supposed.
Anyway, thank you for finally giving me the chance to erase all those things which are related to you that I keep for almost 10 years. Seems to be hard right? Hmmm....I'll try (it supposed to be 'have to').
Barakallah!! May HE bless both of you ameen...
Ohh I actually have a lot to do. To enjoy my holidays before start working, send whatsoever letters to JPA, buy baju kurung batik to wear every Thursday (poyo! Ohh I did buy some blouses/pants/kemeja on Sogo member sale today weeee!), set my mind to be bullied on my first day/week/month/year of working and of course prepare for fasting month and Hari Raya.
My last words...
Life has nothing to regret. Be thankful of what we get everyday, of course the most two nikmat iman and nikmat Islam, before others. Pray for the best from Allah SWT in everything we do. And always keep in mind His verse in Al-Ghaffir : 60, "Berdoalah kamu kepadaKu nescaya Aku perkenankan doa permohonan kamu..."